whatever you do, don’t imagine your favorite character in an oversized sweater. it’s too late for me. tell my family I love th
OH MY FUCKING GOD. THANK YOU
you would think that i
majoring in microbiology, currently taking not one but two classes devoted to infectious diseases
the child of a nurse
the sister to an emergency room technician
would have fucking done something — such as, oh, i don’t know, putting antibiotic ointment and a band-aid on it — to prevent infection when one of the cats bit my finger yesterday
you would think
If the Winter Soldier was responsible for the Kennedy assassination and Magneto tried to STOP the Kennedy assassination then that must mean somehow Magneto lost a fight to a guy wITH AN ENTirE ARm MADE OF METAL
nsart replied to your post “ugh i really don’t wanna make this post I’ve been trying so, so hard…”
It’s ok! It happens. It’s normal to grow out of a fandom at some point! But I’m glad your staying, and keeping your fics up! :)
I know, it usually happens at around two years or so, but I’ve never been so heavily involved in a fandom, with so many people who I feel like I’m letting down. It’s really sad, I don’t want to go. I just… don’t really care about the show anymore.
And absolutely, it’s always bothered me when people delete all their work for a fandom when they leave it, because… I mean, I wrote a lot, and I improved a lot as a writer, and most importantly, a lot of people love those fics and I’d never want to take that away from them, or from myself. So yeah, no deletions. Nothing’s going away.
lastisle replied to your post “ugh i really don’t wanna make this post I’ve been trying so, so hard…”
wow :((((( not unfollowing babe, but sad to see the fandom (well, the cs aspect of it anyway bc im not technically in the general fandom either lol) lose a talent such as yours. and ill miss ur liveblogs. but understand u too! xx
I’ll miss a lot, tbh (the drunk!liveblogs were a blast) but I’m glad that you’re staying! I really mean it when I say that I’m not hurt to see my follower count dropping (honestly, I expected it to drop even more even faster), but I’m glad to see the friends I’ve made hanging around.
The CS fandom is seriously full of fantastic writers, artists, graphic makers, and just people in general. It’s been a great fandom to be a part of, it really has.
ugh i really don’t wanna make this post
I’ve been trying so, so hard to care about S4 and make myself watch it but I just… I think it’s time to just accept that I’ve moved on.
so… I guess this is me peacing out of the OUAT fandom. It’s nobody’s fault, it’s not even the show’s fault, I’ve just lost interest. I’ve made a lot of friends in the fandom who I really, really want to stay friends with, even though some of the blogs I follow are OUAT-specific, I really like the people behind them and don’t want them off my dash — you really are all some frickin’ awesome people and it’s been a great run, it really has.
I know some people do it when they leave fandoms, but I’m not even entertaining the thought of deleting anything, don’t worry — you can always find my fics under my “cs ff” tag, and that’s not changing. This isn’t a bitter goodbye, except in the sense that I really don’t want to say goodbye to the people I’ve met here and so I won’t be unfollowing people I’ve become friends with.
That being said, if you’re following me for OUAT/CS fic, I’m sorry — really, really sorry, it’s been amazing, the amount of love and support I’ve gotten for my writing and I think overall this fandom has been an extremely positive, constructive experience for me on a number of levels — but there almost definitely won’t be any more coming.
If you want to stick around — and I won’t be hurt if you don’t, I understand the need to un-clutter your dash and/or keep it focused on what you want to see — I think I’m gonna be chilling out in the Agents of SHIELD fandom for a while, because Leo Fitz, and also the science will never, ever stop. You’re never gonna see any OUAT or Captain Swan hate appear here, not even a little bit.
So… yeah. I’m sorry, and I love you guys a lot, but… it happens, I guess.
Now you know the truth of what’s going through my mind at parties.
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There will never be a time where I wont reblog this